February 2012
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dopesickteenager asked: It seems like it gets worse and worse the entire first week, I just went through it, again, for the third time. You just have to keep with it, and during the second week it'll start to get a little better. You'll see how much healthier your boyfriend looks too, if he stays with you in doing this. You'll start to look a lot healthier too. I just noticed this with myself, and it gave...
sexdrugsmischief asked: it always gets worse before it gets better. stay strong!! every time you crave, think of what else that money could buy -- food, clothes, entertainment, etc. go on a walk to clear your head. listen to some calming music. take deep breaths. remember you're on an uphill battle... but eventually it WILL get better and it WILL get easier, and you'll be shocked at how easy it is for you to...
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In one of the shittiest fucking moods possible. If I can get money, I’m buying.
Just got offered some blues...
My bf won’t answer his phone and his parents can’t find him. When we talked earlier he was completely drunk and wanted oxy. He better not be doing anything stupid and he better be okay. He always answers my calls.. Now I’m all worried. I don’t know what to do. =/
Anonymous asked: I know its hard but your so much bigger than this and look how far you've gotten! It may just be a few days but we're all proud of you and support you(: Think about the outcome when your clean. Be strong, love.
nazicodone asked: it's worth it. you got this.
Anonymous asked: YOu can do it! :) i know someone who was doing it for 5 years and quit cold turkey believe it or not. same with my bestfried, stopped for a year and a half.. relapsed a little, but is stopping again soon. I recently started h and will have to stop soon; i know the withdrawl pains, so I understand. although mine arent too intense since I just started a month ago. I have my biggest hopes for you and...
dopesickteenager asked: I've been having a hard time quitting opiates too, as you know. I've actually only been clean recently because theres no Opana around to buy, and I won't do heroin. Honestly the only opiate I really like is Opana. It's hard as fuck to quit, but we can do it.
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He's already had some this week... What the...
And you expect me to not be mad? Do you not realize how much I’ve been craving it as well? Yeah, I noticed your pupils the other day but I wanted to believe that you hadn’t done anything. I guess I was wrong. Thanks for admitting to it though. You’re lucky I value our relationship otherwise I’d be getting shit tomorrow.
Anonymous asked: dont give up, you can do this.
noliesjustdrugs asked: When I was hella into pills I loved your blog, and now I'm getting clean, and I saw that you're getting clean, and that makes me so happy!! :D It'll SUCK at first, but it will be soo much better in the long run.
Anonymous asked: Come back if you relapse!! for most everyone it takes a few tries but best of luck
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I'm so ready to give up.
I can’t do this. I’m fucking craving so bad. People keep texting me.. I hate this. I hate that I have to be “sober”
Clearly it was time for me to stop. Maybe he’s right, yet again.. But fuck, I want some oxy so bad right now. I want that needle in my arm. I fucking hate this.
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I keep having dreams about drugs. This is not fair.
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Thank you all for your support!
It really means a lot to me (well us haha). I will check in every now and then, but if any of you need to contact me, you can do so on my personal account. I’m gonna miss you all and I hope those of you who are looking to get clean can do so without too much trouble.
xx
sexdrugsmischief asked: hey, way to go on your sobriety decision. my best friend was addicted to heroin for years, and he just finally got clean a few months ago... he's much, much, MUCH happier now, and he hasn't looked back once. congratulations and I hope it's not too rough for you guys. remember: "the greater the obstacle, the greater the glory in overcoming it." haha sorry if that's...
dopesickteenager asked: Good luck in your journeys, I've been trying to get clean for months. Hope it works out better for you than it has for me.
2c-cosmic asked: Getting off Opiates is difficult, and to this day, even 4.5 years after I broke my habit, they (specifically H) still haunt my mind. If you or your bf ever need to talk about it, Im here. I know Im just a random from Tumblr, but I know whats it like. I have no idea about either of your levels of use, but Benzos are insanely helpful with any withdrawal symptons. Best of luck on getting through...
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I won't be on here much anymore.
My boyfriend and I are deciding to be sober. We had a long talk last night about our future and we both need to get off the opiates. He’s been addicted for years and it’s killing him. He currently has two abscesses in his arms and before that he had a pretty bad infection in his lungs. I’m slowly becoming more addicted and it needs to stop before I can’t control it...
aurora-slady asked: You're wonderful, lovely, & I adore you :)
Anonymous asked: i dont waste good grammar on useless junkie losers... i have two degrees and probably make more in 4 months than you make in a year so dont tell me what ive accomplished you fat ass hoe. :D
To that anon whose ask I did not post.
A. I am not a junkie
B. You literally have no reason to judge me.
C. I have actually accomplished a lot in my twenty years of living. Sorry that you didn’t amount to anything.
D. You have terrible grammar.
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